I have been asked many times recently if it upsets or bothers me that C-note has High Functioning Autism and/or Sensory Processing Disorder. I know that some moms may feel this way, but I never have. Have I been upset by some of the behavior it causes? Yes, but that's because I couldn't understand WHY he was doing the things he does. I actually find having a diagnosis was very helpful.
Why do I feel this way? Society says you can't be different. But that can't be further from the truth. As I tell my kids, if we were all the same in our thoughts and deeds then nothing would ever change. We would never see any reason to improve ourselves, what would be the point? We would not have diverse inventions, because we would only need one thing to suit all needs. And lets face it, life would be extremely boring.
Getting a diagnosis didn't change my son. He is still the same child that he was even the day before. The difference is that I know can understand him better, and help him understand himself. Think about that for a minute....Do you really understand what that means? He is just the way he needs to be and he will look at things in ways a 'normal' person wouldn't. He asks questions that often leave me stumped due to their complexity and depth. He will learn to problem solve to a much greater extent than many of his peers because he has to learn ways of adapting to the world around him.
Bumblebee is another wonder. We're still trying to figure him out. While C-note will not deviate from a given rule, Bumblebee will reinterpret the rules to suit him. He is what many would call sly. He will follow the rules but bend them in a way that isn't really breaking them. When you point this out, he gives his best baby blue eye smile. His smile can melt the coldest of hearts and he has a personality to match. The world is his oyster. If something confuses him, he just changes the subject and ignores the trouble. This makes him a very happy person, until he can't avoid the problem anymore. When he's run out of evasion tactics Bumblebee panics and melts. We're working on this, but he's 4.5yrs old. He'll get there.
To ask me if it bothers me that my children are different, or not like their peers is crazy and a bit offensive. I wonder if it bothers them that their kids were born boys or girls? It's the same thing. They are all unique and special. We all have quirks, some people simply have more quirks than others.